The cloth placed firmly over my eyes.
My mind races to the sound of her little cries
My senses kick in
as her tiny limbs brush across my dusted skin
The softness clings long after her departure
A smell of “brand new” that turns me into the lone-archer
Every night before I shut my eyes
I pray to the skies and ask the good Lord, why?
Something.
Anything.
I just want to hear her one last time.
My mind can’t phantom the permanence of never
Fragments of the future makes my rusted heart “pitter-patter.”
We hang on to these false memories
Our mind’s defenses to a shared remembrance
A face one tries so hard to get right
Become the very corrosion we’ve tried to wipe clean
Somewhere, deep down
Between the grime and muck
A little girl will run
Screaming, “mommy, up!”